you can't get rid of me! [23 Dec 2009|01:25am] sweety69 [ mood | amused ] [ music | watching jimmy fallon! ] oh my god. seriously. it's been FOREVER since i've updated this thing. and to only think that i updated this thing religiously for a good 4 or 5 years is CRAZY! so hmm.. i guess i'll get to talkin! well, i'm 21 now. finally. i've only been to the bar a whole 3 times since i've turned 21. it's like i'm over drinking. weird.. i know. so not like me.. i know. lets rewind a little bit though. i lived in clearwater, florida for 5 months when i was 19. got very heavily into drugs and got my boobs done. hit rock bottom and moved back here in april 2008 and checked myself into rehab. it's been an everyday struggle to get clean since then, but i finnally feel like i'm winning the battle, and it feels SO great. just to know that i depended on oxycotton, heroin, cocaine, etc everyday for a good 2 years makes me sick to my stomache.. but oh well. you live and you learn. i have the best boyfriend in the fucking world. his name is jeffrey and we've been together since december of 2007. we just actually celebrated our 2 years. he seriously saved my life and he's my best friend, i seriously couldn't do this thing called life without him. i really do think i've found my soulmate. as corny as that sounds.. i guess after this post i'm gonna start updating regularly and tell you what's going on. i'm not going to refer to the past much because i'm just trying to look forward. the last 2 years have been a train wreck and rather boring, but also a learning experience. i really do believe that my life can only get better from here. i really don't see how it can get any worse.. lol. i've been working my ass off the last 5 or so months. i'm waiting to start back at my old job after the new year. i'm currently living with my brothers at their apartment. i just recently had my own house but hated my fucking roomates so i decided to move out and save up some money so jeffrey and i can get our own apartment again. we did have our own apartment a year ago but our roomie fucked us over and the landlord kicked us out.. it was a complete mess and wasn't our fault what so ever. but oh well, you live and you learn. i guess that's all i wanted to talk about for now. i really should get to bed. everyone is sleeping and i really should get some sleep because i have a lot to do tomorrow! can't wait to get back to updating this thing and getting back to my old self! it sucks that no one updates anymore, but oh well! bitch*

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